Hossa i hope you feel like a dumb ass

Hossa i hope you feel like a dumb ass
i saw this picture and i loved it.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

chapter 20

HEY! I am finnally updating this one. I really likes the begining of this chapter but I need you guys opinion on the ending and what you would like to see her do. So please let me know your opinion and comment this chapter so I can do the next one. Oh an I am also going to try and add POV's to this chapter.
Hope you like it:]

Taylor called her parents as we were getting beer and such for the party. They agreed since it was at my house that she could stay but unfortunetly they wanted to talk to me.

"Hello" I acted excited.

"Dear, Taylor may stay with you, but I dont want her drinking or taking in any part of that kind of stuff."

"Oh dont worry. I wasnt planning on letting her do that. I am at the store right now an I was picking up some mountain dew and such for her to drink. I promise you she wont touch it."

"Okay thank you darling. I will see you girls tommarow then."

"alright Goodbye."

"Are you really going to make me drink mountain dew?"

"No! You can have one or maybe some wine. I haven't decided. But you better pray that Sidney doesnt show up and if he does that he doesnt see you. I really dont want to be in trouble to the point that you cant hang with me when you are in town." I put out my bottom lip.

"Alright I will try my best to avoid him. Okay an I wont get out of handle. Just a couple... Maybe." She laughed.

We left the store within 30minutes of getting there.
"Wow. You are a fast shopper."

"Oh I have had alot of parties through the years. I know what to get and where to go." I smiled. " Im a pro."

Back at the house Max was waiting for us.
"Geez Max why so early?"

"I was bored. So I though I would come entertain you girls."

"Oh okay. There is beer in the back. Will you grab it while I unlock the door?"

"Anything for you darling."

"Thanks. Tay why dont you help him out." I smiled at her and pushed her towards the back of the car.

Taylors POV
"Hey kiddo"

"Hi Max."

"how have you been?"

"Pretty good. you?"

"Not to bad. Crushed. But not to bad." He fake smiled.

"Who could possibly even crush you?" I smiled.

"Your cousin. I hate that she is back with Geno."

"Oh I didnt even know that you liked her."

"I've had a crush on her since Sid brought her in that day. I Acually though it was Sid's girl then when he said she was single but off limits I was so relieved."

"Awh this is cute Max. Does she know?"

"I don't think so. But I was there for her when they broke up"


"Well I guess we should take these in before she freaks out." He smirked walking towards the door. "You got it?" He yelled back.

"Yup I'm good with the beer." I smiled till he turned around. "Just not with you." I mumbled.

Ciera's POV
I watched both MAx and Taylor walk in with sadness in there eyes. I grabbed Tay as she was walking back out to get some more box's.

"Tay whats wrong?"

"He likes you doesnt even notice me."



"Oh I am sorry. He does know that I am with Geno right?"

"Yeah. He 'hates it'."

"You arent mad at me are you?"

"No It isnt your fault."

"Okay. How about you start putting some things away for me. Im gonna go talk to him okay?"

"Please dont say anything. I dont think he wanted me to say anything to you."

"Alright I wont."

We parted an walked in seperate directions. I caught Max sitting in the back with a beer in hand.

"Already drinking I see."

"Yup....Want one?"

"Nahh Im good for now." I looked at him. " Is something wrong?"

"No I am just thinking about somethings."

"Oh. Wanna talk about it?"

"How about I just do this?"

Next thing I know I am kissing Max.

"Max! I am with GENO! You know that. I cant be kissing you."

"I know I am sorry but I had to do it."


"You didnt feel that spark? That connection?"

"I-I dont know Max."

I walk away an run into my room. Not knowing what to do The only thing that poped in my mind was call Geno. I needed to talk and be with Evgeni. An everything will go back to normal.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

chapter 19

"one other person I would like to mention, not many of you may know, My cousin. You've been here for me from the beginning. I am so glad that I have you here to talk to about stuff and to make the family food that I cant make.I love you ciera. Your the best cousin EVER!"

As He was saying that I knew I was balling. I hadnt expected him to say anything because it is easier just to leave someone like me out. I mean Evgeni did.

After the speeches were done I litterally ran and jumped on Sidney nearly knocking him down.

"I think YOU are by far THE BEST cousin EVER!!" I screamed hugging him.

"Yeah I have been told that once or twice." He laughed. " Im starving want to go eat now?"

"You gonna carry me?" I gave the biggest smile I could.

"On my back yeah. Like this it would kind of be hard."

"DEAL!" I jumped down and ran around behind him like I was 4 and jumped on his back.

We ended up going to one of my favorite resturants 'Grille 36'.

"An what did I do to deserve this?" I looked at Sid who pointed to Trina.

"It seems like you have been having some rough couple of weeks. An just because someones family wants to be stubborn It makes it harder on you. So lets get your mind of that shall we." She smiled.

We had to wait like a hour to get the back room, While we were waiting I met with Evgeni in the parking lot at his car.

"Sorry Cant eat. Parents not want to." He grabbed my hand.

"It's fine. It's just the Crosby's right now anyways." I shrugged.

"Oh bout parade!"

"Yeah..A..What exacually happened?" I turned to look at him.

"I sorry. They no support desicions." He looked out the window. "Oksana. She talk to parents."

"Wait you mean me?" I looked down.

"Yeah. She say you cheat on me. An I not know. They no understand truth. Oksana family friend. been with her long time." his voice started to get shaky. "They tell get back with Oksana. Or they no talk to me again."

"It's okay Geno I understand."

"Not not understand. I choose you for reason. I love YOU! Not her."

"I love you two."

"Like the sound of that. But they get over it eventually. An they not be here for while. So I no care." He smiled. "They see it an if not oh well."

"I cant believe you choose me over your parents."

"Why noone believe me when say that?"

I laughed. "I dont know it is probally becuase you are so close with them."


"Yeah. I bet go. An so should you."

"I call. We do something later."

"Alright. Goodbye Geno."

Walking back into the resturant I noticed Sidney over in the far corner with A GIRL! I never see him with a girl EVER!

I looked to Trina who shrugged her shoulders, We then both looked over to Taylor Who went over to Sidney.

"She just needs a look now? Wow do you have her trained." I laughed.

"Yeah. She is getting better." She turned and looked at me. "Do you need to talk? I know you usually talk with Sidney about most stuff but I am here if you need me."

"Acually I do need to talk to someone."

"Okay lets go over to the couch where it is more quite." She motioned for me to go first.

I sat down and shifted over toward her."It has been weird with Geno latley. Like something is trying to tear us apart. As If god is trying to tell me he is not the one for me. An I think he may have made a BIG mistake today."

"You never know. God maybe trying to tell you something or he is just trying to show how strong you two are together." She gave a reassuring smile. "I think you are the only one that will be able to tell which one it is. It looks to me that you are perfect together and if you two have been able to get through all of this then you guys will be fine."

"You think so?"

"I know so. An what was his big mistake?" She asked using air quotes.

"His parents told him to get back with Oksana or lose them. He choose me!!"

"So that is why you are stressing about this. You arent quite sure about the way your relationship is going yet. An he may have just lost his family."

"Yes! Finally someone gets what I am saying."

She laughed. " If they truley love him which I know they do. That boy means the world to them. Then they will support his desicions and they deffidently wont disown him." She patted me on the back. "Hell be fine with that it wont last long if they choose not to talk to him for a couple weeks."

"Your table is ready" A man came and got us. He rushed Sidney, Trina, Troy, and Taylor through the crowd and I followed behind with this girl Sid had invited to eat with us.

Sid sat on the far end with his father across for him. Trina sitting by Troy and Taylor next to her. Alowing Sidney and I to sit by each other. But instead this girl moved right in front of me and pulled the chair towards her. Which then left me sitting beside Tay on the other side of the table the farthest from him.

During the whole dinner I would look over to Sid and try and make contact. But everytime I would look at him he was looking at her or messing with her, talking with her, something everytime I looked down to him.

Tay could sense the tension, "What are you fighting about?"

"I honestly couldnt tell you. He's stuck up that girls ass." I pointed to them.

"Yeah i know he is rarley even talking to my dad. Which is way weird."

"you want to dip out of here? Go find someone who will acually talk to us."

"Oh my good yes. An I want to see Joker so bad."

"Alright. An I think he misses you two."



"Tay and I are gonna head back to my house. She wants to see Joker. An OBVIOUSLY Some PEOPLE ARE TOTALLY IGNORING US RIGHT NOW!" Sid gave me a dirty look.

"Alright that is fine. An I know how you feel darling."

"have fun girls." I looked back to see Troy waving to us.

"Bye EVERYONE!" As we walked out to the car.

"Who does she think she is?" I slammed my hands on the wheel.

"I have no clue. Obviously she doesnt know who she is messing with." She gave a evil look to me.

"I know. I hope she is with him later."

"Me two I have a little plan. She wont know what hit her."

"Haha I love you Tay."

"Who you wont me to call over? Take your pick I have EVERY guy on the teams number in there."

"Umm." She scrolled through my phone contacts. "MAX!" She screamed. "He knows how to have fun!"

"That he does."

I had her text him on my phone and ask what he was doing. About ten minutes later he texted 'me' back.

"Hello darling. I was thinking about maybe going to Diesel after the Lemieux party tonight. What were you thinking about doing?"
"Oh yeah. I will be going to the Lemieux's party to. Then maybe throwing a party at my house. You in?"
"No shit! Yeah I am in. Party at Crosby's."
"Send the word around for me but make sure that it doesnt get to Sid. He met a girl today."
"Being mr. Ignorant again?"
"Yeah. I hate him when he is like that. But umm say around midnight get it all started?"
"Hell yeah. I will see you later then. An you owe me for this."
"Yeah. I kind of figured that."

After texting Max I called Geno.
"Hiya Stud."
"What you up to?"
"Driving to store with Tay."
"Oh. Fun."
"Yeah. What are you doing later?"
"Being with you!?" He questuoned.
"Yeah. Party at my house around midnight."
"Awesome. I got surprise tonight."
"Oh really. Well I cant wait to see you."
"See you at parties."
"Bye Evgeni."
"Love you."
"Love you two." I hung up.

"Awhh Ciera and Evgeni." Taylor started laughing.
"Oh shut up" I hit her arm. " I think someone has a crush on Maxie."
"What Are you serious."
"Yes, Yes I am. I saw the way that you lite up when he texted back and that smile when you came over his name."
"So you think you will be able to go to the party since it is at my house?"
"I hope so."
"Yeah you can see Maaaxxx..." I laughed.
"I should ask now rather then later."
"Ill give them a call when we get to the store."
"Alright that works."
We started jamming after she turned the music up.

Monday, August 10, 2009


Okay so i am hoping to update tommarow around like 5ish. I have been working alot on both this story and the modelsorhockeygirlz story....I also for those of you that dont know have started a third story. Yes. I am juggling three storys which i have alot of writing done on all three. SO yeah. And school starts the 24. So around that time I may be alittle behind.
But I will make sure I update atleast 2 or 3 times a week. On ALL THREE stories.
Comments are amazing. I enjoy reading that you love the story. I do take in all your suggestions and do use some of them. So please please let me know what you think. Especiallly on the newest story. Its a Marc-Andre Fluery story and there arent many of those. So be sure to check it out.

MAF story- http://twofortheroad29.blogspot.com
Kris story- http://modelsorhockeygirlz.blogspot.com


Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Chapter 19

So the new story is going to be on MARC-ANDRE FLUERY!!!!!!(because I already have a Kris story..) ((Modelsorhockeygirlz)) yeah but anyways. I think I will have the first chapter or atleast a intro up sometime tonight. I am going to try and do 3 stories. But I will post the link on here when it is made.


After Kris left I jumped in the shower and got ready for the parade. I was glad that I was riding with Evgeni. Just seeing him with his parents while everyone else is with there wives or girlfriends would make me sad.

I grabbed my keys as I was walking out the door. Not even realizing that I had forgot my phone till I was half way down the street.

"Fuck! Im gonna be late."

I pulled a 'uey' and headed back to the house.

I had to break at least 2 records while racing for my phone. I unlocked the door in about 10seconds flat. Ran up the stairs to my room grabbed my phone and slid back down the banister all in about 3 minutes flat.

When I reached Mellon Arena I found Evgeni standing with his parents so I tried to stay back a little bit. But as I got closer I realzied that they were fighting about something in Russian. Obviously not wanting anyone else to hear what they were saying to him. Geno noticed me out of the corner of his eye and told me to hold on a minute. While him and his father continued what ever they were saying his mother just stared at me with a glare that could kill the devil.

I overheard Oksana's name come out of his fathers mouth then I saw him pointing at me. I now could feel and understand what they were fighting about. I felt tears forming in my eyes so i started to turn and run away. I could have been wrong they may have been saying something else but weither they were or not I didnt want to be somewhere I wasnt wanted.I started searching for Sidney.

"Hey.. I..What happened?" I heard Darryls voice.

"Nothing I think I am going to ride with you today. If that offers still good?!" I looked around at everything but at him.

"Okay. That is what I was going to ask you. But are you absolutley positive that nothing is wrong." he put his hand under my chin and pushed my head up to met his eyes.

"Yupp aboslutley." I fake smiled the best I could.

"Parade starts in 20minutes. EVERYONE riding in the parade please go find your trucks." Someone shouted over the crowd.

I locked arms with Sidney like we do when we are at family gatherings and walked to the end of the trucks. I could see Geno up ahead of us. He seemed to be searching for something. When he found what he was looking for he threw his arms up in the arm and looked at me with the funniest face I have EVER seen.

I texted him instead of trying to yell up to him.

"Dont think that I am wanted up there. I will catch you later?!"

I could tell that he got the text because he looked down than back to them and yelled something before giving me the saddest looking puppy dog face.

"Im sorry" He lipped to me.

"Ill explain everything after the parade!?" He texted me just as the parade was starting.

"So ciera why arent you riding with Evgeni I though you guys made up?" Marc asked.

"Well we did but I dont think that I am welcome up there right now. So I am just going to stay away for the day until somethings go back to normal."I smiled.

"Ohh I understand what you mean." he smiled. "Well glad to have you in the best truck in the parade." He laughed.

"Glad to be here." I smirked.

During the parade I caught up with Taylor, Troy, Trina and Vero. I hadnt seen the Crosby's in a while. An I was glad to catch up.

Soon after the parade started we were down at the stage standing in the VIP area. I was still in awe from seeing all the people lined up along the street. When we reached the stage area I know that my mouth had to have hit the floor. Sid was up so I had to 'take pictures or die.' Sids words.

im sorry

It has been like ummm 8 days since i last updated. I just have major writers block. An I thought I wanted to do something in the story but I decided it was way to soon. That I need to wait before I do that. So i am trying to think of some diffrent twist or events to spice up the story. but it is just not happening...
If anyone has anything they would like to see happen. Or anything let me know...I am working right now on the champs parade. An there is gonna be some issues with some people close to Evgeni. An some things with Sid are gonna happen to....But that is really it...I hope to have a chapter up tommarow even if it is small.